The invitations had gone out in April. I had a photograph of them on my phone — a stack of envelopes in French-blue cursive, two hundred and eleven of them, lined up on our dining room table like soldiers waiting to be sent to war. The war, as it turned out, had nothing to do with the flower arrangements, the band lineup, the seating chart I'd argued with his mother over for three weeks, or the venue in the Hudson Valley that had cost us twenty-one thousand dollars before we even got to the catering. The war started at 11:47 PM on a Friday in September, the night before my wedding, when my fiancé's phone buzzed on the nightstand and he was in the shower and I — being his almost-wife, being the woman he'd been about to marry in twelve hours — reached over to silence it. I did not read it on purpose. My eye caught it the way your eye catches anything in the dark. The preview was eleven words long. And those eleven words took eighteen months of my life down in under ten seconds.
